Life is good

Life is good..
We may experience difficulties but really....even if its the last breath i take i want to take it to the fullest....i love what god has given me,even if it could be better....maybe sometimes muuuuch better!
Ive been through so many difficulties...i dont know if there is anything that seems impossible....i know what AIDS is like, i know what being poor is like...i know what being rich is like...i know what abandonment is like and what serious illnesses are like...the ones that scar u for life and the ones u needs surgery for.....above all i know what love is like.....loving others, being in love and receiving lots of love....
That's why i am so confident that love really does conquer all!
Those who know me may think that right now i am at my best....i have almost finished with my studies (except for that MBA i am hopefully going to enroll for in 2 years :p), i have a good job, a nice car, my parents are building this huge house where i will actually have sort of my own apartment in the attic...on the other hand...the problems are still there.....i personally am not satisfied by my job, i want more of my life BUT...i am thankful for all the things i have today because through the life i have now i know i will accomplish to have the life i am wishing for....
I know that all i have to do is follow Jesus....open my eyes and my ears....open my heart to listen to what God has for me and serve him with all my being....not hesitate...not keep anything for my self!that's what He wants from us....to surrender...forgive and forget....love.....live..and laugh....cause a good laugh can get u a long long way!!!!
Yesterday was my birthday...one of the calmest days...i didn't do something really special but Ive enjoyed it...my soul feels relaxed....
If i say my soul feels relaxed it means Ive done the things i needed to do....enjoy my family who i don't enjoy as much as id like since we are all really so so busy.....i treated my colleagues with nice things like cupcakes etc...went for shopping, ate in a nice restaurant for lunch and had a fiend visit in the evening....i don't really care much about presents because i usually get the things i need anyway....if i or my parents can afford them of course :) nevertheless i did get some nice things...
today was also fun as the spirit from yesterday kind of continued...an tomorrow its church day...yayyyyyyyyy!!!!!
anyways....see ya next time

xxx